Broken and non-fixable

S H E' S
breaking down and shattering into pieces. It hurts.. Like having thousands of papercuts. Like having your toe stepped on by someone in skyhigh heels over and over again. Like having something snatched away from you, a toy or a candy perhaps.. It hurts so much until you'd feel numb. Though im not feeling the numbness yet. Hopefully, I will soon, as this pain is unbearable, I'd rather feel nothing at all. And btw, this time, im not being a dramaqueen.

Will we pull through this Avalanche ?